Sunday, July 27, 2008

in absentia


end of the school year; always blows me away.
knocks me down, knocks me out.

does anyone else sit like a zombie
for days on end
after it's all said and done?

my friend Deb who is an incredibly fine
hs art teacher- the real deal-
says she does it too.

this year it has taken a month to find a rhythm again.

...rolled directly from the final day, Thursday, into
Monday teaching Godzilla camp to 14
-count 'em- fourteen highly charged-up ten year-old boys, most of whom
i did not know before.

what i did know was:
i was sunk when my first words, which i could barely
utter as i scanned the crew that first day
while the completely foreign feeling of trepidation in my own room
crept up my spine, holding my vocal chords hostage
were:

"Looks like i'm the only girl."

to which they all broke out in
screams of banshees,
pumping fists
in the air,
cheering and jeering with glee at the thought
that a mutiny had already occurred without a shot.
and this just the beginning.

the monster in them remained intensely present for the remainder
of the week as i came to accept my fate:
i was living in a frat house
for the duration.

it was one of the most fun weeks teaching enrichment, ever.

there was not one social "situation", "friend fight", or other relationship
issue requiring my attention nor intervention. this, in stark contrast to the way i spend most normal teaching days: de-escalating conflict, mediating, counseling,
facilitating resolution between parties.

it was the scaly Big Guy himself who fostered peace in the room-
bonds of brotherhood were forged by mutual love of
the King of all monsters.
world peace should be so easy...

my fondest memory of these lost and found boys is in the final few seconds
of camp, as mothers literally pried them from the t.v. screen,
(some hugging the freeze-framed headshot-with-mouth-open-in-a-roar of their hero for dear life)
their fists pumping, yelling "GOJIRA!" over and over at that indelible image,
in their most convincing Japanese pronunciation, no less.
these boys made me proud.

and then they were gone.

Half had never known who Godzilla was on that first day;
their mothers had just signed them up. Almost none knew why the
actors mouths did not quite sync with the audio.
Four days of cultural immersion later, so to speak, Gojira rules.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

peace ties

continuing to create ties with messages of peace and justice;
the universe keeps sending people my way who love these.
so these are part of the third intensive batch made in the studio
since January...

can't wait for summer break so i can pick up the threads of
my creative path and knit them together,
in long blocks of time,
again.

"Flowers grow out of dark moments." -Corita Kent




"You must be the change you want to see in the world." -Mahatma Gandhi





"...my country is the whole world." -Virginia Woolf

Thursday, June 5, 2008

drawing resistance



some of my thirteen pieces
in the show:







Monday, June 2, 2008

sunday in the park

thinking ourselves
alone,
pilgrims appeared,
measuring the earth
with their bodies


divas scoffed


at the senseless bowing


others reached out


threw confetti


tried to
stop them
at the block party


undeterred,
the supplicants
continued


we watched
them go


and headed
back to the
party girls.


dedicated to birthday party girl Patsy/Payutsy/Pat C/Daley, my friend who I have known for almost my whole life (since FOUR YEARS OLD) whose birthday is today. Happy Birthday Patricia June Daley Noll!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

unveiled

witnesses






make ceremony



within the circle



we are one



celestial child



with beauty before us



beauty behind us



beauty beneath us



beauty above us




it is finished

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

process

Like spring buds on the little magnolia, our piece going to
the cradle project continues to unfold
on its own time and pace.



Even Bea is tired of living this way.
Take the dining room, for instance:




Fear not, Bea.
Something is happening.












Saturday, April 19, 2008

rock it


The Cradle Project

Kudos to organizer Naomi Natale and her devoted crew for assembling a massive exhibit in Albuquerque to benefit the children of sub-Saharan Africa. The Cradle Project seeks to collect 1,000 art cradles created from mainly recycled materials from around the country. Donations for the benefit of the children are coming in from sponsors of the cradles and an eventual auction of the pieces will raise even more money.

Here is a glimpse of the beginning of my process while participating in the project. I was so glad to get the call from Barbara, saying the deadline by which the cradle must reach Albuquerque was recently extended to May 1st (Phew!).
Am working like a mad dog to finish, more pics soon.

It all began deep in an art closet at school.
Kindergarten cutie Mrs. Dorine Phelan had donated lots of BIG styrofoam after Christmas the year before last and I stashed it away for a sunny day. Way in the back and scattered on assorted shelves, sure enough, the guts of the cradle emerged.






In the midst of winter, a prototype styrofoam sculpture was assembled in the backyard and submitted for consideration in Albany for a local show. (No apparent relationship with cradle project) Rejected. The hundreds of rejections during the first two decades of my work brought me down to the ground. But no más. It just doesn't matter when you love what you do.

After the "no, thank you" I disassembled the piece and laid part of it under a tree for the birds' enjoyment. Silver snow tulips. These soon led to...




the initial thrust of cradle design. My dining room became cradle central. As I look at this picture, it is painfully obvious my ideas just aren't vibing together. That blue paint is too gender-biased. Going for the girl and/or boy look, need a gender-neutral scheme. Back to the painting board and to Benjamin Moore sample rack.



Playing with the inside, I really don't know what I'm doing, just know it will lead to something better. What's important is the playing, then walking away, sleeping on it, having coffee, playing some more, etc. That is the way it works for me.




Spring has sprung. Pale greyed periwinkle wins out for color, called Celestia Blue. heavenly. Nothing I love better than sitting at a paint counter, watching it all go together, an ecstatic experience.
The front parts I temporarily attached earlier had to go; they were just not working. Almost like starting from scratch, again. Not really but that's the feeling. Gotta work through it. Bear-boy doesn't care, he's just enjoying the day and the sunshine and so shall I.



Wish me luck.